You wanted to hit me like a sledgehammer
For it to force me to feel something
You wanted to break my spine
But I still feel nothing
You wanted the news to sting my ears
For it to make me give a shit
You wanted to invade my mind
But I still avoid the hit
You wanted my heart to feel the burn
For it to bring me to my knees
You wanted my blue eyes to cry
But I don’t even feel displeased
You wanted so bad to see my fire
For it to get the best of me
You wanted my heart and soul to bind
But all I feel is free