All you did was take but what more could I give to you?
You already had me bleeding and not sleeping because of you
I guess I knew when you called me a ‘bastard’ in Paris
That whatever me and you once had died on that bridge
All the time I’m plastering a smile on my social’s
while in Spain you had me cause a scene in front of the locals
And as I sat that night alone in front of the ocean
I said a silent prayer hoping I’d wake with a notion
And yes, I called you name’s, but you always deserved them
Waking me up at three shouting “tell the fucking truth then”
I told you the fucking truth, day one till the end
And yes, I had a coffee with my ex, my fucking friend
And what? Who you texting? why keep your phone in a draw?
Always telling me you don’t want to love me no more
You said in hate ‘no wonder everyone always leaves you’
Had me screaming in your face “walk out the door, go, please do”
Ungrateful, distasteful, hateful and selfish
Just a few words to describe something that turned pretty hellish
But this is just my side and I’m just showing the worst parts
Plenty of times were beautiful we both loved with full hearts
But it wasn’t enough, I wasn’t enough, didn’t let you in enough
Stepping over the line again and again until I’d had enough
But when you spent five days fucking that guy
You had the nerve to run to me, your ex-boyfriend and cry
What the fuck did you expect me to say?
Lend you my shoulder, make your mistakes go away?
We weren’t even together but he was a guy from my past
Why choose him to rebound with and let him tap ass?
Then you blamed me for decisions you made
Because I took some lame pills and wanted my grave
Yes, I’m sorry for that, I made a mistake
On the phone to you as I started to fade
You came for me you got on busses and trains
Called the ambulance, I put you through so much pain
But I’m not to blame for those things that you did
It’s not my choice who you decide to spend your nights with
I guess I’ve said enough now so I’ll leave it at this
I still wish you the best after you took the piss
And I’ll never forget the first day that we met
Holding you all those nights you would breakdown and fret
That look in your eyes when I said the words back
And hearing your voice as it all went black
I still want to thank you for all that you did
And wish you bliss with the new guy that you’re with.