Luminous Blue

Cotton ball clouds linger, frozen within luminous blue the sun and the moon share the sky and I'm somewhere in between springtime the sun is golden as it illuminates every new leaf on the trees I'm wearing yellow, waiting for my heart to glow like the trees but I'm not there just yet I'm waiting …

Sleeping Soundly

you're ripped away like my hopes and dreamsand i dreamt of getting married wearing whiteyou're sleeping soundly next to him and I'm here once more alone at nightred wine drips and lungs are blackand i can't help feeling i shouldn't love you backbut i do and i hate it and i hate myselffor thinking i …

In My Space

Stood against the brick pile in my back garden away from my Grandad's eyes, smoking his cigarette and drinking coffee from my mug, his hair was a perfect fuzzy mess and his eyes glanced upon the floor more often than they did up on me as he listened to me excitedly rabble on about total …

Just Another Daisy

I could smell it, I could smell it in the air all week. This was gonna be the end. You see, I've played this game far too long to not recognise the changes, the distant eyes, the hold that ends sooner and sooner and even the kiss on the back of my neck that morning …

20/10/2019

my bed was 2 years too late for you  but I pulled back the sheets anyway I turned back all the clocks  and reverted to another day  another way another place in time when you were nothing but mine I believed in meant to be but this isn't that this is black and its dark …

CAKE

YOU PICK ME UP AND DROP ME LIKE CRUMBS FROM A CAKE AND I AM TASTY AND YOU KNOW IT SO I LEFT MYSELF TO BAKE AND I AM A FOOL  FOR EVER HANDING YOU MY ASS ON A PLATE FORGETTING I AM A 12 COURSE MEAL WAS ALWAYS YOUR MISTAKE  

Mr Gluttony

In the eye of the storm, In the belly of the beast, You sat at my table,  You had food to eat, I stood there politely, I watched with blue eyes, You spat it back at me, Oh what a surprise, Now back in the kitchen,  I made something else, Laid it before you, Can't …

Over

I lay on my back, the smell of red wine still vivid.  I cross my arms over my face as I let out the last of my tears. My heavy beating heart, the pulsing in my ears. My phone on my stomach, chat still open. I let out a laugh that only tears could create. …