Lockdown

Hey! I hope everyone is doing well? Wow, what a crazy time to be alive! Lockdown in the UK is almost at the end after 3 months of staying in our homes, avoiding others and restricted access to all we are accustomed to! I don't know about you lot but I started lockdown with ease …

Rumour Has It

I heard he treats you badly Gets right into your face and shouts and screams  Is cunt really his favorite word? He sounds like a lot of work I heard you were saying that we fought all the time I fought from my obsession with loving you... Does he do the same? You once said you …

I get lost

sometimes I don't know who I am, i get lost in all the wrong faces and lose myself in the people who aren't worth my feelings. I drain myself to flood their soul and leave myself hollow. Hoping, just hoping that one day they will see me for more than I am. They never do. …

Drowning in Faces

I'm drowning in faces and I'm searching them for you, I just wish I knew who you were. I know who I thought you were but you never stay so I've been wrong forever. I need to get out of here, I need to rip open my chest and escape my cage. You were taller …

I wrote about him

I wrote about him and then deleted it all. Everything I had written just felt so irrelevant when I read it all back and I know my book and blog are full of the irrelevant, but I’ve never wanted to delete something as much as I did today. Delete the words, delete the guy. My …

Road To Recovery (you are not alone)

I frustrate myself so much, I want people around me, yet I turn them away, I guess I can’t deal with the questions right now, so I hide away until everyone forgets why I disappeared in the first place, I just show back up like nothing ever happened, like I never left, and the truth …