Stranger

You are a stranger At the end of the line, telling me not to apologise I'm a stranger Full of demons I know longer know how to hide Searching for a stranger Who still knows all of my secrets Praying to a stranger Still hoping they can keep it I can see a stranger looking …

Did you notice?

The whites of my teeth show happiness I think. Everyone's too vacent to notice the big sink hole. Sinking down a deep hole maybe it's my life goal. Happiness is my biggest mystery And I wonder, was it really ever meant for me? See, I never understood how anybody could be so delirious, mysterious is …

The Story – keeper of secrets

I remember her holding me in the car park of the gypsy caravan site, strength on her face but heartbreak in her eyes as she told me how much she loved me. I couldn’t hold them back any longer and they began cascading down my cheeks, I watched my mum grow smaller and smaller in …

The Story – separate tracks

We never did get it right did we? yet you are still around, looking back at the jumbled history that is us, it's hard to put the pieces together, harder than all the rest. Maybe we were too complicated to comprehend? maybe there is just too much to remember? my mind presenting memories like a …

The Story – mr. bump

I remember calling my ex that day for an explanation, I needed to know why he played his part, what was so bad about his current relationship that he would risk ruining not only his but mine as well. His fella had found out too and walked out, I stayed. looking back now I’m not …

The Story – cheating on me

His phone left my hand and landed on the bed next to his sleeping head, my mind gave me no time to care what the weather was doing and my eyes wouldn’t let me focus on the clothes I was throwing on my back, my hand let go of the door handle, it slammed louder …

The Words – blue light

Bathed in blue light We lay At the beginning of days filled with hope Just you and me Nothing in-between Young and willing to lose it all Bathed in blue light You have my heart Come what may Today, tomorrow and forever I have you –  Selflessly

The Story – lindor chocolate

You were wearing your faded red bed top and white boxers. None of the furniture was ours, the sofa was a tiny, hard, modern thing covered in brown suede fabric that we could hardly fit on together and the kitchen was the length of a micro oven, hotel fridge and one sink combined! Not that …

The Book – blank spaces

The book is looking a little like my life now, full of blank spaces. I did however give some friends the chance to read the current mock-up to mixed but overall positive reviews! One of the comments I received has stayed in my mind since and that was that they thought there were a few …

The Words – the sun

I have forgotten how to walk It’s been a year filled with years A thousand lifetimes And your face The sun And constant walking on air I have forgotten the ground I left my mind there Grounded My heart is the king to which I obey And you are the god to which I pray