The End Of An Era

So…

Tonight I stood under the last full moon of my 20’s

Smoking the last cigarette of my 20’s

Drinking the last whiskey of my 20’s

11:18pm

Fuck it feels strange

Sad and exciting

So many amazing times rush through my mind and I gotta admit I had a blast!

Though I must admit I didn’t expect to be spending tonight alone

That sucks

But I can’t dwell on that for too long

Tonight is for remembering the good times

Love gained and lost

Friends that I made and lessons I have learnt

Memories I made and memories still to create

Tonight I painted my nails to match the top I will wear tomorrow

I drank a bottle of wine and watched AbFab

I took my mind back to the day I turned 20 and appreciated how far I have come

Though I can’t say I feel I have changed much

Still the same old me

Old…I felt that

I feel it

But fuck it

I may be leaving my 20’s

Still single, still In Doncaster in my little bungalow

But at least I’m still

Fucking Fabulous!

And that will never change!